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holding on

by Rees Lucia

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I wrote this song sitting on my bed, in a tiny top floor bedroom of a cluttered share house in Sydney’s inner west, flooded with afternoon sun, where I’d run away to after the break up. The song was written as a stream of consciousness, finding words to untangle the feeling in my stomach, realising that the relationship that I’d just walked away from was all that I wanted now..

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I’m still holding on
Though I know my choice wasn’t wrong
Been going to parties, talking to nobody
And my mind starts to wander, starts blaming my heart
And I’m left at the start

Sunrise in your blue eyes
You turned off your headlights and you turned to me
You said, darling let’s make some memories

And I’m still holding on
Though I know my words weren’t wrong
I find that at parties when I’m feeling alone
My mind starts to wander but my heart’s still on hold
Now that you’re gone, now that you’re gone
I know what I want, just what I want

I was always waiting
You’d make me feel so naked
I take my clothes off slowly, coz now what’s the rush?
I put on my good face, the one you said you love

I’m so sick of this party
Yeah I’ve had enough
I’m not going on, I know just what I want
Now that I’m gone, now that I’m gone
Now that I’m gone, now that I’m gone

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released April 16, 2021
Written by Rees Lucia
Vocals, guitars, keys, bass guitar by Rees Lucia
Sax by Billy Ward
Drums by Phan Sjarif
Recorded and produced by Phan Sjarif

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Rees Lucia Sydney, Australia

~rees lucia makes music for dreamers, poetry for lovers, reverie for the introverts at the party...

With each emotionally charged lyric delivered on a bed of acid folk sentiment infused with modern indie production, let Rees Lucia draw you into her world of love, heartbreak, rumination and shimmering escapism.
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